youth rally.
maybe its kind of a disappointment.
just didn't feel a connection with God.
and my bestfriend was upset.
i think i know why.
i hope i did something to cheer you up.

don't just say anything.
maybe it would work if i see actions.
it wasn't blame.
just a statement.

lexine;
thanks for the support.
no matter what.
your words made me smile when i left that i was going to lose alot of things.
i love you.


these past few days passed by kinda quickly.
and i feel so detached.
i dont know.
but thank you bestfriend.
you make something worth remembering.


nessa.
you dont need so many friends.
just a few close ones that you can count on.
until the end of time.
and i know who i got.
a bestfriend who was there for so many years.
a son who will never leave me.
my very special wonder.
my stupid mushroom.
and my chewy toufu.
they are more than enough to last me throughout my life time.
and they are a blessing.
i love you all.